There come a time in life when you really have to start thinking about what really goes on around you. What you do day to day or how you spend it or who you spend it with. I can say theres very few people I trust, But I give out love and respect to even people who dont deserve it. oh well i guess. This person has no right to be in my life and I wish I could kindly ask them to leave it, because we've grown apart and it has become very apparent that they no longer wan't me in theirs either so I guess It would be time to move on. I know I've been pretty depressed lately well I guess for a while now and I just don't wanna be around anyone. Is it time for me to move again and try to start a new beginning I don't exactly know where I would go but I have a feeling in my heart, and my stomach/head. That tells me I need to move forward and I want to I just used to have a life and I feel as though it has been taken away from me ever since I lost my job and I seem to go down hill everyday... I need a serious moral boost but a lot of people don't help the situation. Im simply putting this in my blog not really caring that it gets read but because I can at the very least vent to my computer. I feel as though I have nothing and Im done feeling like nothing, not having any moral support really kills and puts a damper on my mood. I know now that I have really changed as a person and I need to get out and explore and change my life one way or another. So I can be proud of myself again! I know I have potential but when is the potential supposed to kick in without all the right tools?
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