Sunday, February 15, 2009

Lucky day?



You know there is alot of generous people out there and I think that today was one of those days to be so fortunate to have met one of them in my own drive thru at work. Im really excited for tomarrow and tuesday tho. tomarrows my hip hop class and then tuesday me lindsey and sandie are going to vegas Im soo excited...like u have no clue. I think that this month is a good month sooo far even tho I lost someone I could of eventually cared about but time will pass and I will move on.Im hopefully going to have a good month next month two but because of senior projects I dont know if thats going to be possible?

Monday, February 9, 2009

The veer union, hinder and theory of a dead man






tho's three bands right up there accually came to st.george and of course its like a once in a life time thing and I was sick but I decided to go anyways so I wasnt blowing my money for being sick. The veer union is accually a really good band and I hadent heard of them till saturday night but me and lindsey like them now plus the guitarist accually flirted with us from that band and they added us on myspace.Theory of a dead man is a bomb band I love them sooo much especially there song Santa Monica. Hinder of COURSE WAS SOOOOO FREAKING AMAZING I love them.it totally beated staying home sick or going to work. he sang two of his new songs which are SHHHWEEET.On the other hand my mom had her gullblader surgery which is pretty funny because she made fun of me when I had mine taken out.I like this preetty much hot sexy sweet boy hes tight everyone says that I glow when Im around him. OHHHH WELL there just jelouse GIRLS A LITTLE ADVICE: LET YOUR HAIR DOWN ONCE IN A WHILE, you wont regret it i promise.
p.s Im sooo sore lol from hip hop

Sunday, February 1, 2009



OMG THE SUPERBOWL WAS SO AMAZING I DONT HAVE WORDS TO EVEN EXPLAIN!!!!!!! MY steelers WON AND IT WAS SSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nerve racking I WAS LIKE CLINCHeD TO THE COUCH lol. MY DAD AND SANdie got mad at me because I didnt go for my home team but the thing is Ive never like the cardnials very much. my top 3 goes:1-Tampa bay buciners-2- STEELERS-3-RAIDERS which it was almost steelers and raiders after the playoffs but then Cardnials ended up winning by luck.I believe,I have to admit that they played pretty good but my team still won and my hole house plus jessica hates me right now but I guess they can all suck on my big toe you know the thing is none of them are even into football except for maybe Jessica.BUT I REALLY AM HAPPY THEY WOn even tho this was there sixed win it takes alot to still go out there and defend there titles because alot of people were thinking if the cardnials did win that steelers would be looked at as bad players but I would have loved them anyways.Tonights game however was really historic Im soo proud of them....

Saturday, January 31, 2009


Family is one of the main important things in my life and when it feels like one of my brothers is getting taken away from me it puts me in a sad state of mind because it seems like theres nothing i can do to stop it. and its all because of an idiotic ex step dad that wants to replace his family how can you just do that to a kid and not think what it would do to him. and its sad at the same time because my mom GOT a stable life just so she could get him back and now she dosent even have the money to get a lawyer. She feels like giving up all the time because her ex husbend is trying to cut off all contact permanitly. Im constantly telling her that its all gonna be ok and we would never let that happen but somewhere in the middle I have at least a pinch of doubt that says its not ok and it wont be all right but I still feel that this is something that I cant break down on because if I do she will and I dont want that to happen.And I know that Im not big into church but please pray for her she needs it.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Ashtons b-day





ASHTONS birthday was an amazing day,since my aunt took him and the boys out for his b-day me and bechia ended up going to red lobster with some friends from work:RObert,Jennet and kizzi.and sat there for almost 2 hours just laughing and haveing fun, then we went to gen x and bought me some gangster shoes and glasses... we followed that up with the mall and did sweet pictures that will not be on the internet because they are way to embarrassing for me and beckia. Went to debs and signed up to do modeling lol. sweet huh. we came home smelling LIKE 20 DIFFERANT PERFUMES and had our little dinner with LEAH BABY AND her FAMILY then we just sat up and played yoville forever.but all in all I loved it and Im glad it happened. PLUS I JUST LOVE REBECHIA EVEN THO SHES NOT GANGSTER LIKE ME.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009







So after along time of being off this thing I finally decided to write a blog.lol. like finally. But my new blog is about how my life has changed this senior year.
So far the first half of the year has caused me tears and heart ache. and alot of it comes from me missing my family. My best friends Lindsey,rebechia and I couldn't be closer as friends then ever Im so happy I have people in my life that helps keep me happy when Im upset.work is fun yet annoying at the same time you know how it goes DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA...Hip hop club this second half of the year made me complete yet wanna poke some people in the eye at the same time but luckily I only have to go to school half days now sooo I get to get A BREAK which is the most amazing thing ever.I totally want this guy and everytime I talk to him I get a sense of happyness that spreads out thru my hole body. I just can wait to graduate and go out into the world as a muture adult and finally make something out of myself.SO for right now Im gonna focus on work,school,and family and friends.because haveing a life is one thing I do need.